Destiny

We live in the world that is differentI mean, with the different lifestyleSome of us get the highest lifeWhile some others get the worst oneWe came to the world without any right to choose our destinyBecome the son of a sailor, a butcher, or a managerWe’re here, we are chosenTo make our own path to full fill our destinyEither it would be a nice story, or be a nightmareWe also can’t choose our parents, our friends, or our soul mateEverything in our life, has decidedWe can’t change the goal, but we can change the way and get the better resultSometimes people deny our dreamSome of them said we can’t do anythinBut for me, They’re the most important person of my processWe call them “haters”Without them, I should be too lazy to reach my goal or being in such beautiful daydreamingBut because they came and doubt my thoughts,I think twice and almost reach my goalIt has been 75%And I should fill the rest 25%.A partner, is somebody that important in our process alsoSomebody that always can be in our side when we need their adviceWe can’t find that parner only in one figureWe need a lot kind of partnersParents, Friends, Lover, or othersBut not everything we should tell them, because we haven’t known yet who is the right oneSometimes our parents doubt us,Sometimes other our lover doubt us,Sometimes other our friends be the one who stab us from the back,And sometimes other the others told the sweet things but make us failed.We’re live in this world aloneOnly they who lucky enough who get the right person in their lifeMaybe as a friend, parents, or othersIf we think about it, we won’t find the conclusion immediatelySo the important thing that I want to share with you today,Just believe in yourself, believe in God.These two things mean a lot in our process into our goal.Parents are just people who have experiencedFriends are just people who we have metA lover is just somebody that we trust our heart inBut our God is the biggest thing in this world, that without Him we can’t reach happiness.

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WHY? (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫・*:.。. .。.:*・

Well, it had been October already. Still remembering July two years ago, the first time I saw one thing called ‘Robot’. There I felt like fallen in love for the first time with it. Yes, this little feeling can we assumed as Passion. My passion is always, and will be forever with ROBOTIC.
Few days ago, mom bought me this book. An edu-comic book entitled, ‘Why?’. As it named, this book answer all our questions which have been out from our minds. I’m so glad, considering the price of this book is quite expensive, for me ♡(.◜ω◝.)♡. Then, like usual… I took some pictures with it (*´∀`*人*´∀`*)

Yes, today I’m so glad even over crazy with what I’ve got ahahaha 

It isn’t just a dream, is it? ._o
“Some people just have a dream,
Some people just trying a little to make it come true,
But there will be the smartest people,
Who will think about their future and did both of them above
Passion is not only bounded by Lord’s wills
But it determined by how great our efforts to achieve.” – My Own Self
 So, what about you? 

Dreamer Stories

Is it a long time?
Waiting for only 24 weeks, 720 days, 17280 hours and about 62208000 seconds
Said it “only” 
But this heart doesn’t mean to be
Painful geek
Hurt inside
Where is that face
Gloomy night alone
Can’t wait for longer
These cold hands wanna holding someone
Close inside the lonely soul
Will it come a chance?
The second one for looking back through
Forgetting all badness and just walk away
I’m not as lucky as them
Born to loving secretly
It’s always my destiny for only become a secret crush
Hide along mysterious stranger
A little dream catcher blowing around
Wishing caught by a star while living in the moon
Yes this is a dreamer story
About a star and the moon
About something and anything
About you and I,
Which won’t ever be ‘us’

It’s Fine

When they are trying to judge me by what they’ve seen,
It’s okay
When they are trying to judge me by what they’ve heard,
It’s also okay
When they are trying to judge my attitude by their rot mind,
Hey, I’m still fine.
But when they judge about my passion of Robotic and also trying to blame my lovely people,
I won’t let them go with keep shouting around, damn.

"When dreaming, people doubt. When successful, people say we are lucky. When failing, they even don’t help. " -Anonymous-

“When dreaming, people doubt.
When successful, people say we are lucky.
When failing, they even don’t help. “
The quotes above are right.
I found it from my friend’s timeline about a month ago
At first, I think it wasn’t totally right
But when the situations happened to me,
I just realised if all those words are very right
When I was dreaming of joining some competition,
My school doubt me even I’m the one who be the winner at the last year in the same competition
When I’m be the 1st winner of a competition,
All people in my school said that I’m so lucky because my Lord does exist
But when someday I’m failed in my school, such getting bad score in math test..
Nobody comes and help me to reach back my best
This is life, friends :’)
It is right if we are social beings,
But the word ‘Social’ is lead to ourselves
Every person described it word just as they seen by their own eyes
Not by each others’
So just life like what your heart said
And never regret all the decisions that your deepest heart has said
Never believe in somebody
Because even a husband can lie to his very beloved wife
That’s why just don’t ever believe in somebody
Just believe in God and your life will always full fill in with happiness FOREVER.

I Believe in Miracle

I believe in Lord
I believe in miracles
Everything that I do,
And everything happened in my life
There should be because the will of Lord
Although I lost this last chance
But this isn’t my very last
I still have a long long life that Lord has given to me
So that I believe,
If I am surely still given the other graces that Lord has planned for my better future life

This Romantica Made Me Get CRAZY!

You have never looking at me
You have never make it as been
This just an usual thing
But you act as you don’t like it
Wishing like that becasue you’re giving
The reason for me to be pretending
Something that made me still can survive this wild..
This romantica made me get crazy!

My Beautiful Ending

Now I’m sitting on my desk, working in front of my laptop
Thinking of my future and about the destiny of my life
I’m only a student but I have a big dream to reach
But I’m not always succeed in this mission, my way rocks
There also be sometime we only look to the sky
Found a beautiful rainbow and start wishing for another miracle
Hope looks easily to get but there will always be some pain
“Why I got this life?
Why should I live this life?
Why I don’t have a beautiful life like her? Like him? Like them?
What should I do then, I have sucks life!”
That what we usually think
And these subject bring more and more sorrows on me
So then, 
I started to look at down
Try to found and clean my way from those rocks
Hide my bad mood and just paint a little smile on my face
And that’s it,
I found my Beautiful Ending

My Passion vs The Guy

I’m here without any other reasons before
I just choose to join this with my brain,
Because seems like this activity suits me well
More than a year passed,
Everything changed
But at first, 
I’m sure that my passion won’t change also
I found a new life
Standing in the front of the school gate every Thursday
Waiting for the welcome of the new person in my life
And that time, 
I’m still the same, innocent..
Day by day passed away
Both me and that new guy, 
Come closer to each others
Joking there, joking here
We laugh everytime the time did right
All changed for the twice
Right now I wonder about my heartbeat
Is it beating because of my passion?
Am I still love doing this thing?
But when I did, but he isn’t there, seems like not usual..
So what’s the usual thing?
When I do this thing together with him
My heart seems won’t beating at all,
My brain stop working,
And my blood seems stop flowing..
Did my passion change also?
The thing that I believe so hard won’t ever changed
Does my heart changed?
It choose the guy better than the things I passion in

14.07.2014 The Things..

I ever been in such a beautiful day when I was in a good situation with everyone,
Then come the day,
That I should accepted the reality..
Everything changed
Somebody who were very close to me become like a stranger
Both of us feel the awkward moment among the two of us
He don’t talk, neither do I
Then the wind whispered,
All changed because there come something unusual approaching to us
This thing called by, “LOVE”